[schizoidrats]

I feel like people who don't experience hyperfixations, don't understand how overwhelming they truly are. I cant do anything but think about my current hyperfixation, it's the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of before I go to sleep. I feel this constant need to fully immerse myself into it and I struggle to do anything unrelated. If I cant partake in what I want I feel rabid, intense and irritable. I have this insatiable need to consume all forms of my interest and I will go mad if I cant.