Took this selfie this afternoon right before the vet called.  I was trying to be positive and hang on to hope and thinking that life is beautiful.  Then the phone rang.

I’m just really, really tired, you guys.  I don’t know what I’m saying or if I’m making sense anymore.  I’ve barely slept in a week.  My lips are chapped because I compulsively peel them and it gets worse when I’m stressed.

It’s just funny to think “hey, I was happy in that moment” and how fleeting that shit is.