For those of you playing the home game:

I have been doing very poorly since Henry died. 

I’d like to get some art or writing done, but I can’t seem to produce anything. 

My living situation has been incredibly unstable and I don’t really have an income right now.  My pain level has been continually through the roof.

There are two people in the world that I’d like to be with, touch, kiss, and talk to - one is dead and one has forgotten that I exist.

I just want my dog and I can’t seem to come to terms with the fact that he’s gone.  He was my whole world, the most important thing in my life.

His medical bills ended up totaling about $3700 and I have no idea what to do about it.  Not that he wasn’t worth it.  I’d have sold everything I own, I’d have given my blood for him.

Anyway, that’s why I haven’t been on much.  I’m trying to keep my head above water, but I feel like I’m drowning most of the time.